Thursday, 15 January 2015


Chameleon Top : Monki
Skirt : Topshop
'Step Forward' Socks : Monki
Looney Tunes Beanie : Lazy Oaf
Orange &  Pink Boots: Cat

Today is one of those days where choosing an outfit/leaving the house/life feels a bit frantic and I'm not quite sure where to place my thoughts. Yesterday I had an appointment to sort out my CV and today was one to go over my portfolio and all the work that I still need to do to it.
 Since getting into 2015 I feel scared. I feel like there's alot of expectations being forced upon me by myself and other people around me. 
In my head theres a mounting pressure building to be the one that goes somewhere, that succeeds, that gets lucky and is talented and can be someone that matters and makes a mark. 
Today that feels scary.
 Place on top of that the worry of where I'll be in June;
 Will I have a job? Where will I call home? Will all this hard work pay off?
All these thoughts and worry's are scary and today I'd rather bury my head in my duvet and watch films and put my portfolio on hold and pretend everything's going to be okay, because in reality it is. I wear my socks to remind myself to keep on stepping forward.




4 comments:

  1. awesome look, i love lazy oaf!

    xx danielle // shades of danielle // bloglovin

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